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ཧད་དེ་བ
1) Syn mi rtog pa; totally blank, thoughtless, disengaged, uninvolved; totally blank, thoughtless, free of thoughts, emptied, 2) surprised astonishment, astounded, startling, astounded, startled awareness; blank state; can have both negative and positive connotations [RY]

unclear mind, scattered memory, surprised astonishment, totally blank, thoughtless, astounded, free of thoughts, emptied, startling thoughtless, mi rtog pa [IW]

with wonder/ astonishment/ shock; (almost) startled; suddenly; ["a particular state of calm which resembles a state of astonishment in that one's habitual reactions to stimuli are temporarily suspended"]; "startlement"; wonderment [RB]

startled awareness, state of shock, sharp startled awareness [JV]